
I am sorry if I upset you all, but this has been a long difficult road for me, and I do not think any of us will every completely recover from the psychological trauma of this entire ordeal , but if we help one another we can try. Thanks, and I am sorry Arron for my stupid waky posts, but Pole if you are scared contact me, you will be scared for a while but time will cure your fears, after a while you will see it is all okay. I thank god for neuros with care and compassion, but he would not be like that if it were not for my neuro friend who has spoken to him, my friend yesterday told me "kerri you are so smart and tough, how is this happening, how are you letting your mind get the best of you, you are fine". Another doctor friend of mine works in pain management and he is a fellow twitcher as well as an ER doc, and my best friend and my fiance all twitchers. They were all talking to me yesterday, I had a break down period I began to cry and they all joked and tried making me feel better, they said they are going to call me "twitchy woman" , they are all so great I love them and you guys.
I am sure I will have more crazy days to come, but I will remember that I am not alone, I have people who care about me. I am going to be okay.
Kerri