Yuli you always have the best advice! I was not aware that amazon was able to stalk my internet activity. I went through a phase not too long ago where I read everything on
it that I could just to educate myself, so now that makes perfect sense. It's incredibly creepy, but logical. I will try to adjust that setting if possible lol. People with wheelchairs and braces and ventilators should not bother me. They never have before. Part of my old job involved washing wheelchairs for my patients at night while they slept, assisting them in and out of them, and helping them with all manner of braces and assistive devices. The username on the website, I don't know what that was, but I know that if I wasn't obsessive over als that it would mean absolutely nothing to me.

I just hate that it takes over my mind and creeps into my everyday life. I've always been a believer in signs, even though they have never worked out for me, or been even remotely accurate. Just need to reign myself in, even if it means looking like a fool.