by readytocheckout on June 19th, 2014, 6:12 am
I'm about 18 months into this, and to be honest it still freaks me out, and is still getting worse and changing.
Twitch pretty much all over including toes, top and bottom of both feet, shins, calves, thighs, butt, stomach, palms (I hate those), tops of hands (I hate those too), fingers & thumbs, forearms, upper arms, shoulders, neck, chin, lips, nose, tongue (arghh this is awful), scalp - have I forgotten anything !!! I don't go for more than 30 seconds without twitching somewhere. I'm also getting vibrating, hand tremors, buzzing, tingling on my face. My nerves are fried !!! I hate all the face and mouth stuff.
I've had 2 NCV & EMG tests, both clear for MND but indicated PNH & carpal tunnel. I've also had spine & brain MRIs and been cleared of MS. Nothing unusual found in the myriad of blood tests I've had except for quite high ferritin which is now normal again. I even tried a hair mineral test which "found" an abnormal calcium/magnesium ratio, not so sure about the usefulness of a hair test though. EMGs were in Aug 2013 & May 2014.
I have been low in Vit D, I take that everyday now, also take magnesium with amino acids. None of this seems to help.
I started out with calf cramps but I don't get much of that now, except for my feet. I tried to do yoga but had to give it up because of feet and toe cramping, it also gave me sore wrists which I don't need due to carpal tunnel.
So what's freaking me out now then (thought you'd never ask). Despite having clean EMGs I have real concerns about my right arm and hand, I am having forearm twitches and some kind of what might be a numbness which is causing dexterity problems when using the PC mouse, I also have weakness in my right forearm but that has pain with it and my osteo thinks it might be a tendon problem (I hope he's right), the right hand is also quite stiff compared to the left. I'm also getting a lot of tongue burning (or is it a very fast twitch??) and dry mouth combined with a swallowing problem (bulbar EMG was clean). The toe next to the big toe feels weird in my shoe, I can't tell if it feels numb or swollen and it's been about 4 weeks like that.
Yesterday I did a bit more walking than usual and today I'm really paying for it with very sore fatigued thigh muscles. Any exercise or anything that needs muscle strength will bring on the twitching.
I have joint pain in both thumbs, right wrist, and right ankle. The burning over my right ankle is painful. I've lost a lot of body fat except for my stomach (typical !) and my hands look like they're 90yo, my feet are doing the same and I've lost padding in my fingers. I get muscle and what feels like bone pain in arms and legs, and I think I might have developed some TMD. Before BFS started I did not have one single issue from the above list. I haven't even mentioned what this has done to my state of mind, I only have my EMG security blanket to cling to right now, and all you wonderful folks at this even more wonderful website (straight from the heart - thank you)
So as I PM'd to LeroyB the other day, apart from all of the above I'm a very healthy human being lol, but feel totally alien (and sick and worried). I so wish I could just go back to plain old twitching. Symptoms seem to be changing a lot.