Hey miika,
I've been experiencing the same sort of symptoms (quite all of them and a few more) for about a year. And I did remember your post from February - interestingly enough, I do think that I know what you were trying to explain regarding the pain in your big toes. I used to drink quite a lot as well (getting drunk helped me to get my mind off that twitching crap, but obviously, it only helps for a short period of time and is generally making things much worse in the end), but I wasn't a huge drinker as well when it started 6 years ago. I haven't had a drink for the last two years, but it seems that my kidney suffered quite a lot. As you might be aware of the fact that drinking might cause neuropathy, you might want to consider to stop drinking and find a more sensible way to cope with your fear. The therapy of a neuropathy caused by alcoholism is sobriety - and I know that would be a huge task in Finland, but believe me, we Austrians are quite heavy drinkers as well.

(Not saying that you are suffering from neuropathy - but because of my drinking habbits, I considered this possibility as well).
About a year ago I massively hurt my back while working out. As a result I wasn't even able to walk for about two days. I had massive back pain since than and I'm currently consulting my doc (probably a bit late, I know). Those kind of nerve-pain/sensations in the legs might also be caused by a herniated disk. Therapy is sports to strengthen the abs so that the lumbar column is discharged.
What I'm trying to say here is, as we are both "long timers" (as they call it in the trade of bfs), we should get our mind off that not so "funny stuff" and consider the dozens of possibilities which can be treated and make live worth living again. (or it might be due to our similiar interests - regarding music & girls?) And believe me, I'd love to get drunk to just have a break for a few hours (the last year has been quite a stressfull time for me as well), but I can't allow myself to do that to me again...
So cheer up and get active,
cheers! - In terms of greetings, obviously...
